I will be praying for you Christine with your "hiatus" and soooo look forward to meeting your precious, adorable son Judson in Heaven whenever that time comes.

You and I met at Women's Ministry Breakfast through Rebecca Morris. I was very moved by your testimony of your son's courageous journey through his short though triumphant life.

With love and prayers to you and family,:)
Susan

I read your beautiful book while I was on a long plane flight with my son. I just wanted to let you know that in a spider web of facebook links, God directed me to read this book. It all happened very strangely and suddenly. While I was reading it- my heart just went out to you. As I got to the end of the story, in the post loss chapter, I was struck by how you mapped out how God used this whole situation for good.

I have been raised a Christian, and had a really close relationship with Christ as a child. As I got older, it faded in the fog of everyday life. Since reading this book, I have had a strong humble desire to walk more with our AMAZING Lord. Praise God for all His mercy and glory

God Bless your family

Amy

I just want to say you and your family are so strong. Jud was beautiful. thank you for sharing your story, and may God bless all of you.!! ><>

Thank you for sharing your little man with the world.

I stumbled upon your story in the Biola Magazine. While a student at Biola, I worked with Drake in the Admissions Office. As a mother of two little girls, my heart goes out to you both. Judson was a beautiful and amazing little boy. Thank you for having the courage to share his story.

Please keep me posted on ANY and ALL information about you and Miss Jessie.

I am so sorry for your loss. I can not imagine the loss of a child. Always know Judson is in the arms of our savior Jesus Christ. Judson was such a smart little boy, advanced far beyond his years. I guess it was the gift from God for the years he wouldn't have on this earth. God blessed you if only for a short time of having such a precious child. Live for Christ and know that one day he will be back in your arms again forever in heaven.

I am really sorry about your lost.I know how it fells to loss someone at a young age.He was adorable/cute.I lost a cousion by born asleep.Never got to hold her or see her.I just wanted to say I am really sorry.

your story has touched many lives. thank you for having the courage to put into words what so many families go through but cant seem to get down on paper. you are an encouragement to all.
my son has x-ald, another leukodystrophy. he had a bone marrow transplant 18 months ago but was in the realm of severly advanced at transplant and already mostly blind and used a wheelchair often. there was a decline post transplant and many times i was told to make his final arrangements but i chose instead to listen to the voice of truth in my heart. the voice of God that he had not provided a window out for my son when the door shut and that he had not brought us this far to forsake us now. today my son is regaining his vision, standing on his own with very minimal help, sits up, holds his head up for long periods of time and is eating anything he wants after being told over and over again that he would never be able to do that again. he was deaf but that came back also and in fact is acute now. after a recent seizure episode where he was taken by ambulance to the ER and ICU and suffered a right brain stroke (he had others before and post transplant but this was a different seizure type and stroke and more acute), i removed him from the hospital where they simply refused to do anything but sedate him further and told me every day they just didnt consider him treatable, transplant or no transplant. his pediatrician put him back on some meds they had taken him off of and within 20 minutes he was sitting up laughing and eating and drinking. a few days later the medical staff could not believe the change in him for the better. after the palsy and stroke effects were gone (we worked with him immediately and constantly since we knew what happened before they said anything, and there were no ill effects of the stroke), he has begun to regain some speech sounds and even get stronger in so many ways. mentally he is brilliant and funny and the happiest person i know. i wanted to share this with you and anyone else who is going through the rough waters. dont lose hope. healing comes in all manners of ways, to each uniquely and in Gods timing and perfection. thank you again for sharing your story.
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/jackmccall

My Heart is Full ... Jud is such a beautiful boy, full of Love and I thank God for your willingness to Share within your Heartache for all eyes to See...

Hi
Please accept my sympathey on the death of your most beautiful son.
You know death is something that we can never get accustom to, even though it is something that happens everyday. The reason for that is that we were not made to die. Ecclesiates 3:11 tells us that God has put "eternity in our hearts" (NW)So as humans we all want to live forever and we want the same for our loved ones.
But did you know that a time will come when you can see your beloved son again? Yes! The Bible gives us a wonderful hope to look forward to - John 5:28,29(NW)says that "all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice (Jesus) and come out" Another Scripture at Acts 24:15 says "There is going to be a resurrection of the righteous and the unrighteous" So God has promised that he would bring "Jud" back to life again.
But when he does conditions on earth would not be the same as it is now. For one thing sickness will be eliminated. Isaiah 33:24 says that now one will say "I am Sick" There is so much more I can say on this topic. But rest asure that you can see "Jud" again, its a wonderful hope to look forward to.
Please feel free to contact me at my email address for more information.

Hello,

My neighbor sent me to this link about your son. What a beautiful boy, what a heart-shattering tragedy. I lost my 3-year old son, too -- brain cancer, mercifully just 3 weeks diagnosis to death.

What an unbelievable struggle it continues to be, three years later, to live without someone so beloved. It's definitely dessert-before-dinner at my house since then...

Wishing you peace,
Noelle (in Tucson)
http://www.benjaminsbugs.com

This is the second time, The National Anthem led me to your precious Judson... I spent the whole morning, again, immersed in your joy, in your loss and in your journey in faith. I can barely breathe. How precious you and your husband are to the LORD, that He entrusted you with this very special gift of love. May the Lord continue to comfort you and continue to give you the strength to tell Judson's story. Thank you for sharing your heart.

I have two little boys. I was wailing and tears pouring. I hope your story reaches out to as many people as it can. It shows how God is still with us through our hardships. May God be with you always and bless you. I am so sorry for your loss, but I am proud how many people you touch with your ministry. I am from Union City, TN. I had never heard of this disease. I hope one day that it is curable. God bless you, and you and your family will be in my prayers.
Amy Pruitt

I'm so sorry for the loss of your precious little boy. From what I've read he was the sweetest little boy and a good big brother to Jessie. Again I'm sorry.
R.I.P Judson!

hi my name is anique and i just foud out that your super cute son has died and i am ssoooo sorry for your loss the same happened to me three years ago my mom died on january 15,2007 my mom had a stoke and she was only 38 years old and i was only 7 my sister was 18 months old now i am 10 and my sister is now my sister is 4 so i know how you feel so dont worry i promise you that judson is now having 100 times fun up in heaven.
love,
anique

Christina,Drake,and Jessie Girl:

Thank you for sharing your son and brother: Judson has forever changed my life.

I connected to a video of Judson singing the National Anthem. I was quite taken with him and ended up here at your website, watching and listening and shedding tears, and smiling too. Both of your children are very beautiful in the videos. Judson's story and presence will stay with me. He was an amazing little boy and no doubt a beautiful spirit who remains very near to you all.
Blessings, Karen Sawdey

Your story brought tears to my eyes! I had never heard of Krabbe before and it made me so sad to see how short little Judsons life was. Jessie's blog made me laugh, she seems like such a sweet and kind little girl. She obviously got that from you!
Gods blessings from Germany!

Precious is all I can say....being the mother of five...my oldest is 21....my youngest being 2 1/2... god bless.

I have smiled and shed tears whilst learning of Judson's story, I feel utterly privileged to have been able to have seen through the window of yours and Judson's life. He's a remarkable and inspirational little boy, whose vitality and brightness continues to shine beyond the tragedy of his dreadful disease and his passing.
Thank you for sharing your precious son, with the world and may his legacy live on, reminding us all what a wonderful gift everyday is.
Judson was loaned to this world and God needed him back, now he can run, jump and slide in heaven. Smile on Jud!

I love you so much Juddy xoxoxo

TEARS FELL,AS IM READING JUDSONS STORY.
MADISON RAAINE KAUTZ, GRANDPARNTS, LARRY AND KATHY KAUTZ
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/madisonkautz

Thank you for sharing your life. I really enjoyed reading your blog...Your life is blessed :)

so sorry for your loss!

We have thought of your family often, Christina. I remember when our kids played at Wilson Park together...joyous and memorable times. God bless you!!!! (I'm Julie - we drive the golf cart :-))

I am touched by the utter joy in Judson's face that I see in all of his photos. I am sure he is with God, singing for the angels.

What an amazing little boy Jud was! His smile and laughter made me laugh at the same time I was shedding tears for his pain and sadness. I am sure it was so difficult to just have to watch your child go through that, but what amazing parents you were throughout all of it. Jud was just as lucky to have you as his parents as you were to have him in your life. I know that someday you will be with one another again, but I pray that the days in between be filled with happy memories of him.
God Bless Your Family!

You are wonderful parents. You responded in a Christ-like way. I am sure God is very pleased with you. And having this website is spreading the good news! I don't have to say God bless you as He had been with you all this time. Thank you for sharing your wonderful story.

Your story has just melted my heart.Judson stole my heart from the first time I heard his story,like he has many others,there is not a day that goes by that I dont think of him.He was truly a blessing,such a smart lil guy,and so so cute,and such a lil fighter.I cant even imagine the pain Judson and your Family has been through,but keep in mind that you shall be with him again.And that he is in the Heavens in no more pain,and just living it up being a lil boy like he should.A tear comes to my eyes everytime I see a photo of him,or even watch a video of him.Christina and Drake are some of the strongest people I have ever heard of.Still having faith in God,after what all you have been through.I dont know how I could even go on after losing my baby for any reason.He is truly a Angel..
R.I.P.
Jud The Stud. ;-)

Thank you for sharing him with the rest of the world. He was filled with such charm and charisma. What a tragedy that his little spirit couldn't stay in this world a bit longer...it is certainly less bright without that little smile shining on everyone.

Hi, your story inspires me and i have written many sotries about judson and your fight, thak you so muvh for sharing your story with us. God bless you

I have a 28 month boy (my first and only one) and today was a hard day. I was feeling sorry for me,stress out because he didn't sleep a nap and you can just imagine how the day was. God is so big and he just led me to your website to see how much I have to Thank him for. Thank you for sharing your story with us (the world). Thank you for still believe in God. God bless you!!!

wow, this story is really moving. i first seen his video in my biology class. it inspired me to check in now i am fully researching on this disease. i know i am very younge but you have to start some where. you are a very strong family to go through all of that. i wish u well judson, you and your family are in my prayers.

Kayla

I was searching for a friend on Facebook with the last name of "Judson" and found your site....There are no words to convey the sadness and loss you have had to bear losing such a spirit and a love...I can only imagine your pain. Your faith is truly an inspiration. Thank you for sharing your treasured little boy with us....Your angel continues to live on in the hearts of those who loved him and those who only just met him through these videos and memorials.
May God bless your family as you grieve and remember Judson, your amazing, beautiful son! Sincerely, Tara H, Colorado Springs

I just wanted to let you know I just saw the video of Judson and cried like a baby. My deepest sympathy to the family. He was a beautiful little boy and so smart, sweet, adorable, kind, a perfect little boy.
We have 3 healthy grandchildren and I know I will be thanking God everyday for this from now on.
God Bless your family.
Joan K.
Wisconsin

I came across Jud's videos on youtube when i searched for kids singing. I never thought I'd be affected the way I was when I saw Jud's story. I just keep going back to his videos and watching how happy and smart he was. He is and was a special little boy. It's so sad that he had to go through what he did at such a young life. I am a huge believer that everything happens for a reason. I believe that Jud was here to bring you happiness and to show you what God's love really looks like. I feel so sad for your loss and hope that just by remembering him, your hurt eases each time. Little Jessi was so blessed to have a brother like Jud and to have parents like you. I hope she brings you just as much, if not more, happiness that your little boy did. I hope the cure for this awful, life stealing, disease is found soon. No child or parent or loved one needs to go through what you did. Please know that I will always have you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.

I am so sorry for your loss. You truly inspire me and my have renewed my faith. Judson was actually a little angel that you have chosen to share with the world. God bless you and your family. May you gain strength from all who Judson continues to touch through your generosity.

hey i just wanted to tell you that i am so very sorry for your loss. he was a bright child who was very smart for his age. i know he had to of brought joy to your lives because any child is a blessing. but as my dad says. the children aren't ours. god is just letting us borrow them to bring joy to our lives even if it is for a short period of time. i hope something i said will help you in some kind of way. you are all in my thoughts and prayers everyday.

I came across the video of Jud singing The National Anthem, on youtube and followed the link to this site. A wonderful insight into the life of what can only be described as strong, wonderful, and blessed parents.

Althogh has been 2 years, I wanted to say I am sorry for your loss, and continue to be strong.

I saw Judson video on youtube it was so adorable I clicked on your site it was amazing and I am deeply sorry for what you and your family been through. I have four children myself and I also want to tell you thank you for the information you posted about Krabbe I never heard of it. You and your family are in my thoughts and prays. God Bless you.

You guys had a very precious little Angel. One day you will be reunited with Judson and what a day that will be. I will definitely be keeping you in my prayers. And even though I didn't know him....I feel like he was very close to my heart. My advice to you is just to stay strong, and know that you will see your beautiful little boy again one day.

happy birthday buddy and merry christmas ive grown to love you and dont evan know ya but u are having a wonderful time up there with jesus and the angels i will meet u one day up there..to christina and drake god bless you guys and hope you have a wonderful christmas what day it will be when we get up there with him....love ya judson

I think that everyone everywhere should give Judson a big hug on christmas eve. He will love that..Join me and do this for our little beautiful angel buddy, Judson. The world loves you.

Hi Drake and Christina,

Thank you so much for sharing about Judson. Praying for you now during this season.

Gary

May the Lord Bless You, and your family. I have been keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayers ever since I learned of Judson. May you find strength and comfort with each other. God Bless You....Thank you for sharing your son Judson with us......

Hi Drake,

You were my admissions counselor when I transferred to Biola and were the single most influential factor (other than God) that lead me to choose Biola over Azusa. Thank you for serving God in everything that you do. I met my wife of 7 years at Biola working on a mission trip.
I sent your judson's web-site onto my friends so that they could use it to encourage others with your story.

Sincerely

Mitchell Baker

I have received my book and am halfway through reading it. Your writing touches me and Judson fills my heart with joy and anguish at the same time. btw...the changes to the website are great...love the updates in Jud's video too.

I have watched Judson's story and it really touched my heart down deep. I raised 5 children and am a grandmother of 15. Judson seems like such a loving and sweet boy, it's like he was an angel from the start that God put in your lives for a short time. You were truly blessed by him. And he was blessed to have you for his Mommy and Daddy. My heart goes out to you and your family. Thank you for sharing Judson with us. Sincerely, Jacki

I got my book yesterday can't wait to read it. My Eli has Krabbe and was transplant at Duke June 2007 so if there is anything I can do to help you all please let me know.

All my Love
Suzette Wagner